Later that night my family got saddening news about someone we love and care deeply for. And while there was a flood of emotions going through my body, we all had a beautiful time of prayer where our pain and concern was lifted high into God's hands. I felt more love and compassion in that room from ALL my family (which includes RiSE)than I have really ever felt. Here's what I wrote in my journal Saturday night:
"Psalm 62
For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence; for my hope is from Him.
He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I will not be shaken.
On God rests my salvations and my glory; my mighty rock, my refuge is God.
Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before Him.
He is a refuge for us.
Jesus is my rock. My fortress. My refuge. My might. My HOPE. I don't need to be shaken from this news. I need to trust Jesus at all times and believe that He is control."
And all weekend I felt and saw Christ being put first. People would leave the fun just to go and spend time with Jesus. Even with my closest girlfriends, I've never seen that happen. It was a huge encouragement.
Sunday we did music for the highschool sunday school, went to church, came home and ate lunch and after a nap drove back to school. The ride back was one of the most enjoyable chill conversations I've had with my boys. It was great.
Long story short...You boys are the best "thorns" I could ever ask for. I thank God that he has put you in my life. You have all honestly changed some part of how I live and I wish things would never have to change. Thank you for coming home with me, being a part of my real family, and encouraging us all greatly. Thank you for your friendship, your laughter, your tears, your knowledge, and your love that you share with me. Things are going to change pretty soon...but please know that you are forever welcome in my family. Always. I love you all so much.
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